I’m Stuck

In last week’s post, I mentioned that I am feeling stuck in my writing. Every time I try to write what is in my head or on my heart, the words come out stuffy and lifeless.

As I was talking to a friend about my writing dilemma and a few other areas where I am feeling mentally, emotionally, and physically limited, she responded in an unusual way.

“That is encouraging,” she replied.

I looked at her, rather puzzled, and asked how my being stuck was encouraging.

Her answer, “I thought I was the only one who has felt that way.”

No, my friend, you are not the only one.

I am pinned between where I am now and where I am going. I want to open the proverbial river dam and let it all -my writings, talents, plans, visions, and dreams- flow freely, but I can only allow a few trickles of water through at a time. This place is terribly uncomfortable. I have been here before.

Years ago, I felt like the walls of my circumstances were crushing me on all sides. I wanted to move past the limitations placed on me by society, family, friends, and leaders. I knew where I was headed, yet I had no idea how to get there. I was tired, frustrated, and heartbroken.

I remember feeling helpless and alone. I wanted answers and quick fixes. Then, at the moment my discouragement reached its peak, I experienced a breakthrough. It was a sudden shift in almost every area of my life. The dam was opened to the first notch, and I watched the miraculous begin to unfold before my eyes.

Thankfully, that time in my life became a launching pad for where I am now. I would not have a Bachelor of Science degree in Communications, be writing a blog, or be stepping out as a leader without those struggles.

Although I am not thrilled about going through my stuck seasons, I know they have a purpose.

I keep reminding myself to hold on a little longer and keep pressing forward – to focus on where I am headed and not my current circumstances. This sliver of time will pass.

My breakthrough is coming.